Tuesday, January 08, 2008
okay :)
feeling much better today after yesterday (although bev's leaving todayyy *sobss*)
i think i was just shocked and caught off-guard and disappointed in myself for being careless and letting my guard down.
this is after:
two days of ponning my attachment at AH (dont really wanna sit and observe in clinics anymore. just stayed home to write)
window shopping at topshop!
pigging out with best girlfriends (and add ons) : pork floss toast, muah chee, chendol, odeh odeh, hokkien mee all in one sitting
meeting up with an olddd olddd cell mate for dinner and receiving of belated bday gifts! :) and shopping for rubbish snacks with her.
a wii session with bestfriends and add ons and playing with joseph's oh so cute dogs!!!
supper at hokkien dessert cafe (yummmm!!!)
after finishing my article and sending it to the professor to read (scary but the sense of accomplishment quite good too hehe)
oogling at my new pair of shoes
nice long car rides to ntu to take a sneak peek into tiff's life
in short, eating, shopping (be it window or actual), best friends, old friends, cute dogs and very pretty birthday gifts make life a lot better.
i hope it stays this way for awhile. i guess when u're faced with a situation u can't control, there's no use thinking so much about it. after all, u can still control one thing: your own emotions. and the fact that u can still decide to stay happy and optimistic. and BE happy and optimistic for other people. things do get rough sometimes. and there will always be more rough times to come. BUT there's always a light at the end of the tunnel... always a clean page for you to start every chapter.
i just have to hang in there. because that new chapter is going to start soon. clean slate, yes no? and i really cannot wait for everything to be washed away so i can start anew. yes i'm gonna miss somethings very much. but u can't have everything where you want them all the time can u?
oh boy, i've really gone on and on haven't i? :) it just feels better to write everything down.
feeling much better today after yesterday (although bev's leaving todayyy *sobss*)
i think i was just shocked and caught off-guard and disappointed in myself for being careless and letting my guard down.
this is after:
two days of ponning my attachment at AH (dont really wanna sit and observe in clinics anymore. just stayed home to write)
window shopping at topshop!
pigging out with best girlfriends (and add ons) : pork floss toast, muah chee, chendol, odeh odeh, hokkien mee all in one sitting
meeting up with an olddd olddd cell mate for dinner and receiving of belated bday gifts! :) and shopping for rubbish snacks with her.
a wii session with bestfriends and add ons and playing with joseph's oh so cute dogs!!!
supper at hokkien dessert cafe (yummmm!!!)
after finishing my article and sending it to the professor to read (scary but the sense of accomplishment quite good too hehe)
oogling at my new pair of shoes
nice long car rides to ntu to take a sneak peek into tiff's life
in short, eating, shopping (be it window or actual), best friends, old friends, cute dogs and very pretty birthday gifts make life a lot better.
i hope it stays this way for awhile. i guess when u're faced with a situation u can't control, there's no use thinking so much about it. after all, u can still control one thing: your own emotions. and the fact that u can still decide to stay happy and optimistic. and BE happy and optimistic for other people. things do get rough sometimes. and there will always be more rough times to come. BUT there's always a light at the end of the tunnel... always a clean page for you to start every chapter.
i just have to hang in there. because that new chapter is going to start soon. clean slate, yes no? and i really cannot wait for everything to be washed away so i can start anew. yes i'm gonna miss somethings very much. but u can't have everything where you want them all the time can u?
oh boy, i've really gone on and on haven't i? :) it just feels better to write everything down.
// posted by diana at 7:15 PM :: 1 comments