i still miss poise :(
its been a full week after producion, and yet, so many of us are still suffering from withdrawal symptoms and still going on about it on facebook. hehe.
what the audience sees, what's on stage, is only the tip of the iceberg. i dont miss what happened on stage much (hehhh), i miss the process of it...coming up with steps, all the running around, tiring tiring rehearsals, frantic changing, blood, sweat, tears, support, encouragement, smiles. awwwwwwww :'(

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its been awhile since i found out. and i'm disappointed in myself for not being able to get over the shock entirely. i wish she didn't tell me because it still makes me feel SO stupid and foolish and worse of all, i still can't get the image out of my mind.

looking back, there are so many things i would have done differently and there are still so many things now that are impossible to change and solve.

// posted by diana at 11:36 PM :: 0 comments