ok. i know emo blogging is really not cool so...the first verse of this song says everything i've been feeling and in only six lines. i would probably do a really good job of being a long winded old grandma just typing it out. music rocks :) and so does this song actually :)

Tell me where I'm
supposed to begin
an unhappy life working
some kind of dead end job
for everything you thought you had
has gone from worse to bad

i've just been a bit silly and have been filling my head with the dreariest of dreariest ideas about working life like:
1)no friends cos everyone will be scattered around the place *sobbb* :( :( :(
2)patients. with 1-2 patients a week, im already hoping for no shows (hehe, yea im terrible)imagine seeing a bunch of them a day! *gasp*
3) routine: get up, go to work, go home, sleep (sleep's gd tho! hehe)
4) i think "go home" means going home to an empty apartment (eeps! so pessimistic!)
5) no friends+not wanting to do what u have to do+routine= meaningless
6) i may end up being too lazy to socialise at the end of the day (but tt's my own fault)
7) the prospect of legal action being taken against you (why am i worrying about this?)

uh oh.... im emo blogging aren't i? and i did a pretty good job at being long winded too. hahaha. oh wells a leopard can't change its spots can it? the song rocks :)

// posted by diana at 6:35 PM :: 0 comments