sighhh, i've totally given up on studying.
every year i tell myself, i'll study throughout semester, i'll study throughout semester... but i just can't sit down and study unless there's a test coming up/exam. really admire pple who go through lectures consistently... and all my coursemates are so freakin' on the ball! what's up with that man...can't they just chill for awhile? at this rate, i'll never find a job cos everyone's just so much more outstanding than me... and SO many of them work in an optom practice. its crazy! almost everyone's hands go up whenever my lecturers ask who's working in a practice.

giving up on my practical skills too... im just waiting to fail something sooner or later. pessimistic i know. but my school week is just so meaningless. i hate it when weekends end. :( i mean, there's no more fun in school at all... i hardly see my clique... we've stopped having lunch together cos of our screwed up clinical and practical timetables...cos the rest are all in the other group. only vivien and i are together in the same group. so yup, tht's why we dont have the same lunchtimes anymore. when they have class, im having lunch. sorta.

i feel like im lacking friends cos of this timetable. haha! is it silly to feel this way i wonder? there's this void... emptiness or something.

i really hate school. im so lucky to have only five days of it per week. as opposed to next year, when i'll have six days of it. i say i better treasure my fourth year while it lasts.

// posted by diana at 12:28 AM :: 4 comments