i think that its one thing to have a knowledge of something that makes u sad.
but its a totally different situation when u're around other people, who know the same thing, and who keep talking about that thing...
its like their words create little pin pricks at your heart. a literal physical pain even.
u can't stop them from talking. u can't run away from what they're saying the same way u can run away from ur own thoughts.
all you can do is sit there and try and turn a deaf ear to things.
and breathe again after the frequency of the pin pricks start to drop and then stop altogether...

im sorry, i think i just had a bad day.

// posted by diana at 9:16 PM :: 0 comments