and there they were, the three words i didn't want to see.
and there they were, the three words i didn't want to see.
and there they were, the three words i didn't want to see.
Monday, February 27, 2006
oh! the last post was my 200th post! :) haha *holds some sort of celebration*
VIDEO called cheryl last night!!!!!!! :D i miss seeing her face. :( so exciting!!!!! haha saw her apartment... bet it kicks even more ass in person!!! i like her bathroom. haha. it has a nice bathtub. actually so does mine. but mine sucks. definitely will be video calling her more often from now on. HOPEFULLY! :D the video call charges three to three are the same as VOICE call charges to any other mobile customer in aus. hehe. its relatively cheap. :)
anyways, i'm really proud of myself! managed to record all the lectures today and the first thing i did after coming back and watching one hour of oprah was to listen to stuff that i knew i missed :) i dont know how long i can keep this up tho! this regular study thing. haha. i bet u after the first week i wont be going through my lectures except until 2 weeks before the exams. i really should stop doing that. it worked for me for the first two years. but BARELY. i think i just might fail third year if i continue doing tht. so cannot cannot cannot.
am gonna see patients very late in the year and we're all stressing about it already!!! this lecturer really likes to scare us. bleah. :( heh we were like "oh dear, have to dig out our second year notes and go through them again! if not it'll be so embarrassing if we don't know what to do!!!" *stress stress stress* we're so neurotic. haha. its good tho. i think we're all becoming more hardworking. :)
felt a little bit crappy today. ok no. i wasn't feeling crappy but i was talking to danni abt stuff that occassionally makes me feel crappy and she was really nice about it. didn't feel attn seeking/self conscious when i was talking about it. i discovered that its nice to have emotional support whether u need it or not at that moment. :) i dunno whehter i heard her right but she said to go for dance tonight and maybe i'll feel better. i guess tht's true but that's only temporary happiness. after the endorphins fade, its like... sigh all over again. i love her for trying anyways. :) and really, there's nothing else better to say than that. i discovered that sometimes, all one needs is a stroke on the back, a hug or a smile telling them that its going to be okay.
bleah three more hours. better stop thinking so much and go back to studying. dianaa get ur act togetherr
You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent,
O Lord my God, I will give you
thanks forever
Psalms 30:11-12
VIDEO called cheryl last night!!!!!!! :D i miss seeing her face. :( so exciting!!!!! haha saw her apartment... bet it kicks even more ass in person!!! i like her bathroom. haha. it has a nice bathtub. actually so does mine. but mine sucks. definitely will be video calling her more often from now on. HOPEFULLY! :D the video call charges three to three are the same as VOICE call charges to any other mobile customer in aus. hehe. its relatively cheap. :)
anyways, i'm really proud of myself! managed to record all the lectures today and the first thing i did after coming back and watching one hour of oprah was to listen to stuff that i knew i missed :) i dont know how long i can keep this up tho! this regular study thing. haha. i bet u after the first week i wont be going through my lectures except until 2 weeks before the exams. i really should stop doing that. it worked for me for the first two years. but BARELY. i think i just might fail third year if i continue doing tht. so cannot cannot cannot.
am gonna see patients very late in the year and we're all stressing about it already!!! this lecturer really likes to scare us. bleah. :( heh we were like "oh dear, have to dig out our second year notes and go through them again! if not it'll be so embarrassing if we don't know what to do!!!" *stress stress stress* we're so neurotic. haha. its good tho. i think we're all becoming more hardworking. :)
felt a little bit crappy today. ok no. i wasn't feeling crappy but i was talking to danni abt stuff that occassionally makes me feel crappy and she was really nice about it. didn't feel attn seeking/self conscious when i was talking about it. i discovered that its nice to have emotional support whether u need it or not at that moment. :) i dunno whehter i heard her right but she said to go for dance tonight and maybe i'll feel better. i guess tht's true but that's only temporary happiness. after the endorphins fade, its like... sigh all over again. i love her for trying anyways. :) and really, there's nothing else better to say than that. i discovered that sometimes, all one needs is a stroke on the back, a hug or a smile telling them that its going to be okay.
bleah three more hours. better stop thinking so much and go back to studying. dianaa get ur act togetherr
You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent,
O Lord my God, I will give you
thanks forever
Psalms 30:11-12
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