i got bored of studying.
so i decided to do something really different.
apart from watching tv
or blogging
or playing maple, which i haven't played in ages because i'm just too stressed to enjoy a game.
so i took out my pointe shoes and immediately noted how much less tattered and torn and how much more pink they were as compared to the ones that belong to a few acquaintances in flare. damn under=used la. shit.

my left ankle is still significantly weaker than my right ankle. Everything i do on my right leg, i can't do as well on my left leg. Everything i do naturally on my right leg, i do with difficulty on my left. Everything i do confidently on my right foot, i do timidly on my left.

i don't understand why it has to take me THAT much more courage to get there.

// posted by diana at 6:23 PM :: 0 comments