oh no oh no oh no.
i thought i was over and done with all this fretting and what not. for the past one and a half months, i actually adopted a super duper heck care attitude towards my body. i still controlled what i ate but didn't exercise as much control as i did in the past. i accepted everything from the folds to the lumps and bumps of cellulite (watching re-runs of ally mcbeal helps you with this. power to guys who think cellulite gives a woman's ass character hehe :D) i actually felt like they were my friends!!!! in retrospect, it was so refreshing to just accept what u see in the mirror, not put in the effort, be nonchalent about the whole thing...and what's more, u meet up with eelin whom u haven't seen in a very long time and she tells u that u've slimmed down. how good is that right?

but today...... all that ended

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sighhhh. anyways. my midsemesters are over!!! :D i can sorta relax now but still have to pass up my assignment and a lab report next week. I can't wait to celebrate zhong qiu jie with optom peeps. steamboat is already so yum by it self. steamboat and mahjong is even yummier! killer combination man.
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sigh. sigh. i can't even write a proper entry without thinking about my belly.

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