had a really rough day yesterday.
actually, it was going really smoothly. it just took a few minutes ruin the whole day.
my first lecture was pathology. discovered that its with the biomed people!!!!!!!!!!!!! that means leelee's my lecture buddy!!!!!!!! second lecture was metrology. discovered that its the crappiest subject i'll have this semester.

then after school, i met daph, vanessa and alice to go watch sin city (hehe half price tuesdays rock!) it wasn't as crappy as many people said it is la. the black and white style's quite nice! twas cool how u cld really tell that it was definitely taken from a graphic novel and twas quite cool to find out that frank miller played the priest. haha. okay i think u can sorta tell that i'm not really in a blogging mood.

anyway, okay fast forward to six pm. flare time. was like a child awaiting christmas morning at five pm. but when i was walking to the dance studio, i felt damn damn damn self conscious. u know that kinda paralysing feeling. i swear it was my sixth sense. cld tell that something bad was gonna happen.

and something bad did happen!!! now i really really really believe that i have a fear of the words "audition", "shortlist", "choose people". so ya, i just stuck around long enough to finish learning the part of the routine that she wanted to see us do then i chickened out when it was time for her to select people for this particular portion of her piece so i just left (not before i got a picture of eyecandy though! hehe. but i accidentally deleted it. gahhh). i know i've got other pieces and still can do other portions of this piece but haiyaaa... i guess u cld say that i was quite disappointed in meself for having such a childish fear. this is really really something i really want to get over. fast!!! told caryn about it and she said that i shldn't be afraid. can't help feeling that tht's easier said than done. gonna keep on praying about this.

anyways, today i felt happier. saw two lorikeets while we were walking to lectures!!! i bet they were in love cos one was obviously a female and one was obviously a male. they were so so so cute, splashing in a puddle and everything. awwwww. :) had a three hour break today so optom friends and i went to the video store and practically turned it upside down till we finally decided to watch shallow hal at my place. the soundtrack's DAMN NICE!!!!!!! i think there was a kings of convenience song in it. i'm gonna watch it again tonight with daph. just for the songs. hahaha.

ya so now i'm going for dance at the gym thank goodness. then going for the musical practice. more dance!!! why can't all dance be this fun. :(

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